Brokenness as Belonging: “lake-loop” by Mojave American Poet Natalie Diaz, in a Stunning Animated Short Film by Artist Ohara Hale
By Maria Popova
In February 2019, Lake Erie became a person. After local residents banded together to compose a visionary bill of rights for the lake’s ecosystem, defending its right “to exist, flourish, and naturally evolve,” it was granted personhood in the eyes of the law. It was an ancient recognition — native cultures have always recognized the animacy of the land — disguised as a radical piece of policy. It was also the single most poetic piece of legislation since the landmark 1964 Wilderness Act, which defined a wilderness as “an area where the earth and its community of life are untrammeled by man, where man himself is a visitor who does not remain.”
And yet even the boldest visions for a more just and inclusive world, even the most aspirational endeavors to restore natural rights to those previously disenfranchised by culture, are inevitably bounded and blinded by their era’s unconscious and unquestioned givens. To have man stand for the whole of humanity was one such unquestioned blindness in 1964 (most brilliantly questioned a decade later by Ursula K. Le Guin), even though by then women had been legal citizens of the United States for nearly half a century. In fact, even the 19th Amendment that granted women legal personhood — one of the greatest legal triumphs in the history of this civilization, making women persons 100 years before a lake became one — cracked open just one of the Russian nesting dolls of exclusion that line the scales of justice: The 19th Amendment didn’t include Native American women, who didn’t become legal persons until 1924; their electoral votes continued to be excluded via various loopholes in the law over the decades that followed.

How that nesting doll of exclusions breaks open into the living reality of this Earth, how it breaks into becoming, into belonging, is what Mojave American poet and MacArthur fellow Natalie Diaz — an artist exploring the permeable membrane between language and landscape — explores in her stunning, sweeping poem “lake-loop,” commissioned for the New York Philharmonic’s inspired Project 19 initiative and originally published in The Academy of American Poets’ lifeline of a newsletter, Poem-a-Day.
She writes of the impetus for the poem:
Part of the San Andreas fault runs along the Mojave Desert. We see and feel the fault, it has always been a part of Mojave stories and geography. We have always existed with it — in rift — part land. We are land’s action, maybe. I am always wondering and wandering around what it means to be part of this condition, in shift. What it means to embrace discontinuity, to need it and even to need to cause it in order to be — depression but also moving energy. The necessary fracturing of what is broken. The idea of being made anything or nothing in this country — “to be ruined before becoming” — the idea that this country tried to give us no space to exist, yet we made that space, and make it still — in stress, in friction, glide and flow, slip and heave. We are tectonic, and ready.
When Natalie kindly lent her poem and her voice to the 2020 Universe in Verse, I could think of no artist more perfect in bringing its spirit to visual life than Ohara Hale.

The month that Lake Erie was coming alive in the eyes of the law, Ohara — a Montreal-based illustrator, poet, animator, children’s book author, musician, and largehearted lover of this living world — was swallowed by a geothermal vent while hiking in Iceland.
She survived, with her body badly damaged but her singular, buoyant soul intact. In those first rawest days, as she surrendered her burned flesh to the caring hands of doctors and nurses, her spirit plunged into a larger surrender — into the deeper, unfathomed psychological and emotional burn of life, personal and collective — a sudden and powerful portal of empathy into the pain of others, of all that is alive; and, from there, into the transcendent beauty of all that is alive.
Throughout her long convalescence, skin grafts, the disorienting miracle of learning to walk again, the staggering joy of the first warm shower after the agony upon her last contact with water, all Ohara had to say about the experience was that Mother Earth had just given her an extra warm, extra close hug — a testament to an extraordinary spirit in an experience that would have embittered most, eager as we human animals are to point blamethirsty fingers. “And anyways,” Ohara tells me, “how can anyone ever be upset at her, the great mother of us all, the Earth?”
It is with tremendous pleasure and gratitude that I offer, as a special preview of the 2020 Universe in Verse, this countercultural braid of beauty and resilience by two remarkable women. Tune in at 4:30PM EST on April 25 for more celebrations of the wonder, splendor, and science of life by a constellation of other remarkable humans.
LAKE-LOOP
by Natalie Diaz
, because there was yet no lake
into many nights we made the lakea labor, and its necessary laborings
to find the basin not yet opened
in my body, yet my body — any body
wet or water from the start, to fill a clay
, start being what it ever means, a beginning —
the earth’s first hand on a vision-quest
wildering night’s skin fields, for touch
like a dark horse made of air
, turned downward in the dusk, opaquing
a hand resembles its ancestors —
the war, or the horse who war made
, what it means to be made
to be ruined before becoming — rift
glacial, ablation and breaking
lake-hip sloping, fluvial, then spilled —
I unzip the lake, walk into what I am —
the thermocline, and oxygen
, as is with kills, rivers, seas, the water
is of our own naming
I am wet we call it because it is
a happening, is happening now
imagined light is light’s imagination
a lake shape of it
, the obligatory body, its dark burning
reminding us back, memory as filter
desire as lagan, a hydrology —
The lake is alone, we say in Mojave
, every story happens because someone’s mouth,
a nature dependent — life, universe
Here at the lake, say
, she wanted what she said
to slip down into it
for which a good lake will rise — Lake
which once meant, sacrifice
which once meant, I am devoted
, Here I am, atmosphere
sensation, pressure
, the lake is beneath me, pleasure bounded
a slip space between touch and not
slip of paper, slip of hand
slip body turning toward slip trouble
, I am who slipped the moorings
I am so red with lack
to loop-knot
or leave the loop beyond the knot
we won’t say love because it is
a difference between vertex and vertices —
the number of surfaces we break
enough or many to make the lake
loosened from the rock
one body’s dearth is another body’s ache
lay it to the earth
, all great lakes are meant to take
sediment, leg, wrist, wrist, the ear
let down and wet with stars, dock lights
distant but wanted deep,
to be held in the well of the eye
woven like water, through itself, in
and inside, how to sate a depression
if not with darkness — if darkness is not
fingers brushing a body, shhhh
, she said, I don’t know what the world is
I slip for her, or anything
, like language, new each time
diffusion — remade and organized
and because nothing is enough, waves —
each an emotional museum of water
left light trembles a lake figure on loop
a night-loop
, every story is a story of water
before it is gold and alone
before it is black like a rat snake
I begin at the lake
, clean once, now drained
I am murk — I am not clean
everything has already happened
always the lake is just up ahead in the poem
, my mouth is the moon, I bring it down
lay it over the lake of her thighs
warm lamping ax
hewing water’s tender shell
slant slip, entering like light, surrounded
into another skin
where there was yet no lake
yet we made it, make it still
to drink and clean ourselves on
For other tastes of what is coming at the 2020 Universe in Verse, savor astrophysicist Janna Levin reading “Antidotes to Fear of Death” by the late, great astronomer and poet Rebecca Elson and Amanda Palmer reading “Einstein’s Mother” by former U.S. Poet Laureate Tracy K. Smith, then find more of Ohara’s buoyant spirit in her art and more of Natalie’s in her gorgeous new book, Postcolonial Love Poem (public library).
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Published April 22, 2020
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https://www.themarginalian.org/2020/04/22/natalie-diaz-lake-loop-ohara-hale-animation/
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